spitefulness from jealousy from fear from faith

this appears to be the energetic flow from higher faith to lower fear
and within the fea realm jealousy lives which would explain why i had no clue that the spitefulness i have recieved existed . it only exists in a state of mind i was prevented from entereing by my faith

a)
object of desire /favour of powerful

suitor 1 suitor 2

b)
ood/fop
suitor 1 wins

suitor 2 loses
cain and able situation
cain has 2 possibe responses
maintain faith that he himself can achieve the favour of the powerul which is the object of his desire and renew efforts with feedback of wining modus operation

give into fear of achieving
this leads to envy of those who achieved (loss of love for thwarting competitor )
this if unchecked by the a correct response to the spirit of god
leads to acts of violence towards the thwarting competitor
the spirit of empire
violent conquest
asset stealing



tree of knowledge of good and evil (everything was good- life supporting, they knew god companionship practical knowledge ) they did not know evil -life destroying
therefore it was the knowledge of evil they were gaining.. the first thing they do is become fearful , and hide
this knowledge in their spirit that came from eating something physical (metaphorical?) was now a permanent fixture in their lineage ... cain had the voice of satan on his shoulder whereas before adam and eve did not but chose to have it permanently installed...downloaded into their genome /spirit so we are all affected by original sin.. but it seems that we do not all have to folow cains path but most did but notable exceptions enoch didnt see death ...ie obtained the promise of eternal life! elijah also! elishas bones had exceptional power.

the fall was from innoncence faith in gods love not righteousness (winning the faith battle) our conquest is greater.